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Name: Joe
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Kankakee Bradley Bourbonnais
Birthday: 6/28/1985
Gender: Male


Interests:

Love, life, laughter, spending time with Anne, partying with friends, being outside, observing and learning

Philosophy; Psychology, Politics, Metaphysics: Multi-dimensionality, Quantum Physics, Holographic Universe

Theology; Neo-Paganism, Witchcraft, Wicca, Buddhism, Satanism, Thelema, New Age, Naturism, Sun worship (the inspiration behind major world religions)

Esoteria; Astrology, Numerology, Cosmology, Ufology, Remote Viewing, Magick, Secret Societies: Freemasonry, The Illuminati, The O.T.O., The Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, The Druids

Alternative Health and Medicine; Meditation, Yoga, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Herbology, Naturism, Raw Food, Vegetarianism, Reiki, Sound therapy, Color therapy, Regression therapy, Tantra, Kama Sutra

Entheogens; Salvia Divinorum, Psilocybin, MDMA, THC, Tobacco

Music; Rock, Hip-Hop, Trance, Psytrance, Psychedelia, 60s-70s, lots, lots more.


Expertise: All that which cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced.


Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit

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Member Since: 9/1/2003


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Monday, November 28, 2005

Trying to think of logical reasons as to how I wound up here was difficult. However, my subjective self found no such trouble. All I know for certain is that I was at a Polish bar in Chicago, getting drinks passed to me by a hula hoop performer who so kindly brought me in through the back door. A crowd full of strangers celebrate in a blacklit room while beats pound, smoke lingers and alcohol sets in stomachs.

The early AM hour brings us back to the performer's home. A small gathering of free spirited psychoactive journeyers partake while the city rains. Logic continues to try to form recognizable patterns out of an infinite electromagnetic wave spectrum.

The subjective mind, however, is busy riding a roller coaster. My soul sister passes me a rolled up $100 bill for the Molly, teaching me that using anything less would be uncivilized. I agreed.

"That's my boy," she says with delight. A quick sniff and I'm rolling my way to sanctity. Warm thoughts keep me company as tomorrow becomes today and the sun forces me to shut my eyes. They roll back, as if to examine my insides, and I'm off to dream space.

I feel that in the future, finding the difference between these two dream worlds will prove impossible.


Friday, October 14, 2005

Flyer I made in Photoshop class...



But what's more important is the fact that you should go to this party. It'll be all sorts of ghoulish fun!

Also, you should subscribe to MoonMagus so that I can stop updating this site. This site has 93 subscribers versus MoonMagus's 20.


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

True Love Lost

with a dash and a dart
my true love and i part
it's just myself and my heart
left to pick up the pieces

live happily ever after
at your place in pleasantville
i'll stay wrapped up in bed
and stare out my windowsill
and i'll wait for a sign
a karmic bone to be thrown
with my fragmented self
still so lost and alone
with my unkept hair
and my ratty old clothes
and my pathetic little poems
expressing my woes

but someday the dawn
will rise from the trees
and its glory will bring me
down to my knees
i'll give thanks and praise
for this chance to be free
and i'll live life to the fullest
with my old friend, me


Silly me. My heart has been stolen by a Pisces. And why? I hardly know her. She would have no interest in me. It would never work out. I'm just a hopeless romantic, now and forever.

But I was inspired to write a little poem earlier, I hope it doesn't completely suck.


A boyhood crush

What was this Magick that I had felt?
was computing computer pixelation really making my heart melt?
Or was what was felt simply subliminal sexual signals not being subdued
through intravenous pathways and the sort
i wonder.

I wonder if i had any chance at all
before the probability was forsaken by a mistaken judgement call
oh fate, you're such a silly character
I just wish you would start to speak a bit clearer

A boyhood crush, another crushed heart
Another love lost before it could start
Another lonely bed to fall asleep into
Another part of yourself that will never meet you



My room is in shambles. The harder I try to make it more visitor friendly and accommodating the more it turns into a disaster area. I'll get high and have a burst of inspiration and want to get everything redecorated right this minute and it never gets done. Like a moth to a flame I get lured in by the glow of this monitor and end up wasting valuable time. I should really find another hobby.

Or a job, for that matter.

Leave me love.


Monday, October 10, 2005

Soon seeing the unseen

by Spiritwind

"St.Clair raises interesting scenarios where he is of the opinion that the unseen will begin to be seen as of next year. To all intents and purposes, this is already beginning to happen in dreams, visions, and the magic that is already here. To me, this plays with a person who is aware and awake to such possibilities, and those who are in groups who can entertain such ideas and not think them crazy. Some of us have done our homework and already become conscious of our own personal Source, which is one and the same for the rest of us. Becoming conscious of it is the challenge, as always.

The big question everyone will be faced with soon, is how much out of alignment has everything become, and what will it take to come back into balance, alignment, and the new perspective once it begins(?) Will old news still be the order of the day, or will books be combed to see those who were already aligned with the changed already on us(?) It is indeed unfortunate that most of us have not learnt the easy way about the language of love, hence the impetus is now on us to become aligned with our true Selves as fast as possible seeing as we are in the throws of the Change of the Ages. Many are choosing to leave now this realm, due to fear or simply had enough of this level without need for hyperdrive to kick in with old worn out ideas that don’t wish to go to a new place on this dimension.

As I am of the opinion that we are 45 degrees off the perspective we need to be, then it is wise we do our homework as quickly as possible in order to facilitate the shift needed for us to be able to hit the ground running for the new dimension we are about to face. Some will be there, while others will struggle to align themselves, while still others might try to escape through death from the unbelievable happening to them. Of course, we all will align to where we should be, but can make it easier for ourselves or choose to do it the hard way. Whatever way we turn at this time, will be in direct proportion of what influence we can make as soon as the shift occurs. It is on its way, as earth changes represent a part of ourselves that knows this dimension no longer works well for us no matter how the politics might be, or state of the planet. We are all in this together at this time, having all contributed to the shift, and we all are perhaps jaded realists for knowing that we are hastening the changes as we don’t want the old model any more. It is that simple, in that there are enough of us now desiring change that it is happening.

I wandered around my personal Dreaming, and concluded that there is no safe place to be on the planet other than the safe place within, which also dovetails into our desire for change. If we choose to remain as balanced in our own view of reality at this time, this will assure most that it will be the most safe place from which to be able to not only survive the shifts, but participate gloriously in them. Hence my message always around love, as those who have glimpsed what is coming, know that the only way to remain at this time at that level is through and by love. The sacred is so because most people are not ready to be responsible with the power that is on that dimension, and getting there prematurely and broadcasting it to the world when we should not, is done at our own peril, whether your name be Bruce Lee, or the man making the movie about death where he died before completing it from an accidental bullet getting him. The sacred will always demand respect and honour if we are not to activate our own gods of shiva to stop us going further at this time. Therefore instead of thinking about big toys for boys which now has long gone, begin to focus on love that transcends ego, and puts the other parts of ourselves first instead of the little self. If we do well, then we might be allowed to remain to watch the grand finale when it comes time for the fireworks, and am sure that there are many now who are lining up the right sequences inside of themselves that no matter what happens, they will be there.

Consider the scenario of meeting your own subconscious. No more hiding from the truth from anyone or anything, what will you do? And when there is no death to escape the truth, how will you go about changing what you know is already there awaiting discovery? Can the dead talk? They might begin soon enough, but it is our own selves where we will shake and tremble for what will come to us for examination. We do not need to wait for such an overt display of dimensions to begin correcting our ways so that such a meeting can be done in love over fear. We can begin right now to search one’s own heart and turn the light onto dark corners and hidden secrets to yourself. Be brave, and finally face your own music. If you were to meet yourself, will you exploit yourself, or will you want to share the best parts of yourself with yourself(?) If you have not begun to look within, then it is never too late to do so. Every bit done, will make it that much more easy for everyone in the days to come.

Are you getting ready for the changes you have ordered? Let your love lead the way for your own personal directions through the homework."

~Spiritwind~

His three blogs are:

* http://thespiritwind.blogspot.com
* http://thewindstill.blogspot.com
* http://theanaconda.blogspot.com

Cheers



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